Thursday, February 28, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
I won 20 bucks and 5 cookies at lunch today (Me, Poser, and Zak (friend two) play cards. We bet whatever we happen to have on us, like last week I won a 15 song download for Itunes from Poser). So it was a pretty good day. Well other then what happened after lunch.
After I collected my winnings I headed for the library (I was about ready to choke Poser so I usually just leave when that happens...BEFORE I choke her).
Its really big library that seems even bigger when its empty. So I go in and other then Jake, its empty. Well at first I don't even see him, so I just keep walking over to the Fantasy section when he looks up from his book and gives me the
Death Stare. Well I'm sure as hell not gonna let him think he scares me. So I give him one right back.
Miiistake.He gets up from his table and walks over towards me. I keep my eyes fixated on the shelf I'm headed towards. And we do that whole "walking to close and bump shoulders" thing. Thinking he's leaving I relax a little when suddenly he grabs my wrist and yanks me back in front of him.
He pushes me against the history (Yuck) section and his eyes look pissed. Like freakishly pissed. You know those movies where there's some guy who finally snaps and kills everyone? Yeah, THAT'S what his eyes look like.
Well I admit, I got a little freaked....er...scared. And for a split second it must have shown on my face before I did my famous
Blank Stare (that's where I wear no emotion at all. I could be tickled, punched, or told that my puppy died and nothing would get me....I guess you could say its my ultimate defense.) because he smirked. Suddenly he wasn't "Guy who finally snapped and is gonna kill you". Now his face said "I could do whatever I wanted right now and you can't do a thing about it".
I'm not sure what he was planning on doing but thankfully Riki (this adorable gay guy....who's HUGE (not fat) btw) comes in. Riki calls Jake and he pushes off my body (not before giving me a disgusted look) and heads over to Riki.
So yeah. I lived, got free cookies and made 20 bucks.....not a bad day.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
OK so in the past month I've made 2 friends. And have attracted 1 poser who follows me around. (I have no classes with friend one or two. I have one class with poser. And lunch with poser and friend two)
Friend one: Thinks shes a cowgirl, so needless to say shes an outcast here too. Now I say
Thinks because she grew up somewhere outside Cleveland....now I'm not cowpeople expert but I'm pretty sure cowpeople don't come from Cleveland. She just likes the way they dress, not the work or anything. And she does that annoying (obviously fake) southern accent.
Friend two: He's kinda cute. Last year he was an outcast but we never spoke. He always wore over sized army print clothes and long (like shoulder length) hair. But this year he cut his hair and dresses more like a goth. Up until a day ago he was dating a bitch/slut/stalker girl. Who he finally broke up with and now is being stalked by the freak.
Poser follower: Thinks shes friends with everyone (she's not trust me. Only a few of her "friends" are actually her friends). Has no opinion of her own. WAAAAYYY too needy, and very shallow and very very conceited.
New semester has started giving me a new schedule of: Spanish 2, history, English 10, and chemistry. (There's a cute boy in my one class...but he doesn't know I'm alive). Hmm...Other then the snow day I had today you are mostly caught up. Now I gotta go, my projects are due tomorrow and I havn't started them yet.
Dear Bloggie,
My mother gets knocked up by boyfriend number 4 or maybe its 5. So we move, leaving my beloved friends behind, to some snob neighborhood that has some snob school too match. Nothing but preps, jocks, and gangsta wannabes.
No sign of hope in the sea of pink, Abercrombie and Fitch, and baggy pants until month 3 or 4 into my second year at this school. I'm testing a new hallway (Made completely out of windows. So it is now and forever named the glass hallway) when I spot 7 people who stick out like a pink skirt at FucktheMainstream (yes the school That big I didn't know this hallway existed for a whole year. Not to mention I had all my classes at the one end of the school, so I had no need to explore). Blaring music, vampire jewelry, cans of Monster littering the floor around them. Im home.But sadly these people aren't so inviting. It takes me a while to convince them I'm one of them (and not just one of those posers who act sooo stereotypical).
One of the boys (Jake) turns out to be my friend's (from the old school) cousin! How weird right? Well he starts dating my other friend (Jules) from my old school.
Well how great is this?! Just as I was making friends in this stupid snob town, Jules goes and breaks up with Jake! She is convinced of him cheating on her (which I had suspicions on but only told Ray and she swore she didn't say a word to anyone). Well Jake blames me for the whole thing! Like I somehow brain washed her to break up with him. Yes Jake, I whispered evil things about you in her ear whilst she slept.So after he's done calling her every name he can think of he goes and turns the group on me. I'm not sure what he told them, but the most acknowledgment I get from them now is the death stare. (Well except for Meg, she still likes me but we still don’t hang out much)
So now I'm hated by even my own kind. Which is fine for me. I went my freshmen year alone. I can go the rest of this year too. We should be moving again over the summer. If we can convince moms thick headed boyfriend that is.
Now with new songs so you dont get as bored as quickly