Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
*sigh* School tomorrow. What a joy. But at least I found a ride home. Oh! And my bestest friend is comming hoome a week early! (This saturday). Which she's both thrilled and pissed about. Thrilled cause she wants to come, badly, to come home. Pissed 'cause she dosnt want to go to school (she would have been missing a week or two had she stayed). ^^ Well, I guess this is goodbye summer. I will miss you (even though I wasted this summer. And after all that talk about not wasting it...lol maybe next summer). Urg...The time is going by soooo slow. Im trying to will it to go faster but I think it is standing still just to mess with me. But I dont want tomorrow to come....lol I know, fickle arnt I? Its just, theres nothing to do! I've cleaned, I've painted, I've done laundry and prepared everything for school tomorrow...and I'm going INSANE from bordum...oh and I'm hungry. Theres like no food in this house (that dosnt take hours to cook, but I'm hungry now).
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
*cries* Tomorrow is my last day of vacay! I soo don't want to go back. Im not ready to be a jr (let alone going to part time college). *sigh* plus I get out at 11 but I dont get my licence till Saturday. So (unless someone comes to pick me up or I bum a ride of someone during lunch) I'll be stuck there for 3-4 hours till the bus comes. I supposed I could always walk home....But its too far, I'd probably collapse from exhaustion before reaching home. I suppose I could always call sommeone (my bff is still in puerti rico and will be missing the first week or two of school, and my other..really good friend dosnt start school till september 3rd (how rude) But then again he is 3 hours behind. So my 11am will be like his 8am. So at least I'll get to wake him up(mwahaha)).
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Some stuff has happened. Not much. But some. My best friend just called from puerto rico (haha its 90 degrees and they havnt let anyone off the plane yet). Did you know she cant speak a lick of spanish? but she can understand it....Lol and none of her relatives can speak english (at least not very well). ^^ That'll be an interesting 2 weeks wont it?
Urg, the dreaded party is tomorrow. Mom invited like 30 people! (Some of which were (who she thought) "my friends" But luckily I got hold of them and told them it was cancled. But theres still too many comming! And god, my horrid (not yet) step-cousins...-_- I cant stand them.) So wish me luck. I'll need all I can get if I hope to save my sanity.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! yes thats right, Today I am officially 16!!
And what am I doing to celebrate my birthday you ask? Im cleaning the house -_-. Moms at work, my best friend (who was going to road trip to michi with me) is in Puerto Rico, and I dont have my licenes yet so I cant go out anywhere. *sigh* what a way to spend a sweet 16.
I didnt want a party, so Im not mad about that (though mom is forcing a family party on me this weekend), But I still would have liked to at least go out to the movies or something.
But you know what, Im not really all that excited. I wasnt for my 15th birthday either. Its like, I dont care about parties or presents or any of that stuff anymore. Weird right? Especially on the "most important" birthday for a teenage girl. It just seems like any other day.
Lol, Maybe its a bit of a let down? Like I was expecting to suddenly feel different, or be overnight transformed into the most beautiful creature to walk the earth or somthing. lol. The only difference I've noticed is my self confidence has gone up quite a bit, but that started happening like a month ago.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Wow, ok, so I tried my new workout dvd (billy blanks ultimate tae bo). Lol, some of the moves I couldnt do. I just felt like such an idiot. Theres a couple in there which are some weird jumping/dancing moves. lol, I dont know if I was doing those wrong but they just made me feel like such an idiot, and that probably wouldnt have mattered except there was a window behind me, a window (which took up almost the whole wall) to my side and a giant mirror to my other side. Lol, so not only could I see how rediculous I looked, but so could anyone on the street and my neighbors. So I didnt get to finsih it (about 30 minutes out of the 89) but I'm gonna try again, maybe tomorrow after the family goes to work. I'll just close the windows and try my best to ignore the taunting mirror. I would do it in my room, but I also Have a window, my tv is kinda small for following a workout vid and I'd still have to wait for the family to leave. Cause theres so much jumping around that they'd hear me, and I dont want to be seen whislt following a dvd. Lol, After Im confident enough with my fitness (and get a sports bra that will actually do its job) maybe I'll join a class, or use the gym up at the school (my school is connected with the fitness center, so the gym, pool, and courts are very nice).
Dear Bloggie,
So I was talking to my friend about how I wanted a new camera (since mine was broken by my mother a few years ago and I'm sick of borrowing Moms. Also I like taking scenery pictures and her kodak easy share just isnt that good for that kind of thing). And I decided to start a new fund...when I realized (aside from my camera fund) I have 6 other funds. A college fund, 2 trip funds, In case I see something I want fund, Car fund (gas and mantinace), and "I dont want to be homeless when I move out" fund. *sigh* I really need a job. I don't care what mom says, Im getting a job this year. I'll just sneak to it after school (mom will be at work, hows she gonna find out?) I just seriously hope it dosnt hurt my school work, thats the last thing I need.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
So here I am, waiting for my incar instucture. Still. Not that hes late, yet. Its still only 7:59. *sigh* Why did it have to be for 8 am? (btw its 8:00 now) What teenage girl (who stays up till 6 am...tho last night i got to sleep at 3, thank you) is up and ready to drive at 8 am?
Oh, hes here
(after returning from the store with mom)
OMG! I so wish I had seceduled more with Katie (the instructor i had last time) This guy is sooo mean! The only time there wasnt an akward silence he was screaming at me! He even made me cry! (though only one tear escaped before i sucked it up. Never let enemies see you weak). And its not like I was doing horrid either! But whenever i was a few mph below the speed limit, he yelled, if my turn was a lil slow or fast, he yelled. Oh and I almost got hit and(not my fault, I had the right of way, it was clear (no one was comming) so i went and then this guy came speeding down the side road and pulled out, almost smashing into my car) he blamed me!! And he just kept yelling and URG! Im soo glad I dont have him anymore...hopefully bob is nice, cause i have him for my last two.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
I GOTMY CAR!!!! It sooo cute, and red. Awww its adorable really. I cant wait to personalize it.
Oh, and I had my first incar today. (lol except for the part where I forgot my paper it went smoothly). The teacher said I was an excelent driver (HA! Take that mom, it is your fault i cant drive with you. Im not bad, you just over reacte to every little movment and scream to much, making me a nervous wreck!!!) Lol, three more classes to go...OH! and I snuck in another class saturday! Which means (so long as nothing happens...god I hope i didnt jinx that) I WILL GET MY LICENCE IN TIME!! WOOT.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Well, nothing happened today. But I did add a new song to the playlist. And Im thinking of getting rid off katy perry...At first I hated her (oo you kissed a girl, big fricken deal) then i listen to the song and it was kinda catchy...but now its ALL I HEAR on the stupid radio, tv, and even websites...sorry katy, you've over stayed your welcome.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
*screams head off* Im SOOOOOO pissed. My driving teacher just cancled on me, and i cant get into the class (unless HOPEFULLY someone else cancels) for another 2-4 weeks!!!!! but I need to finish the class before the 25th!!! otherwise I cant get to school, cant get a job, my future will be ruined and I'll end up being a hobo *cries*
Ok, i might not be a hobo, but right now I am royally screwed.
Monday, August 4, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Well, I just got back from an all day thriftin trip. Oh I LOVE thrifting, I think it has become my new favortie passtime. Lol, which is weird cause I hate clothes shopping (cause you have to try on clothes) but in thrift stores you have to try on 10 times more things (and i really like that part). Hell, I got sooooo much stuff today (clothes wise) for about 40 dollars. And its all in excellent condition (and shows me off beautifully ^_-).
I think I'll go again after my b-day (I need to reload on cash. That 40 was the last of my baby sitting monoey *sniffle* why dont people go out and leave their kids anymore?).
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Lol Crash and burn. you know how I've always wanted to learn to skateboard? Well I was in the store today (waiting for my lil brother to finish looking at all the toys) when I saw a skateboard....it had plastic wrap on it but......so I started to skate. And I wasnt too bad at keeping on it. So I started to go faster and faster. Then I decdied to try an do one of those jump trick thingies. Well I Jumped, got a foot or so in the air when the board decided to move out from under me. I ended up landing on my side (hurting my side thigh, hip, and arm) and after I landed the board came down and hit me on the head. lol, I was too busy laughing my ass off to realize i was in pain....untill I got up and tried to walk. -^^- skateboarding is fun.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Ok, so I forgot to post. But I ACED my written exam. Yup, 100% *cheers*. Now all thats left is the in-cars portion. And I havnt been getting sleep at all. Like the other night I watched the sun set and rise without even a small snooze in between. And as much as I would have liked to fall asleep (just as I was about too around 9am) my mother had other ideas. Yup, scrub the already spotless house until she gives up on the battle to kill EVERY SINGLE germ.
-_- But ultimitly I blame the phone calls. Yeah, you know who you are.
Now with new songs so you dont get as bored as quickly