Friday, December 26, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
First off I wanna say WOOOOT Post numbah 100!!!
now that that is out of my system. I just wanna say my boyfriend is an asshole! How dare he be so sweet, kind, considerate, and unconditionally in love with me! Like WTF duude! Why couldnt you be an ass? Nooo you had to go and make me fall in love with you all over again. *Sigh* so im just gonna stay with you. I mean, why not? Im happy with you.
Oh! im soooo mad. If I hadnt gotten gift card (but cash instead) Id be able to by a two way ticket and be out there to see you TOOO NIGHT But noo, so I got about half the cost of a two way ticket so I just have to get the rest (then again my bffs parents said they'd cover half the costs. Hopefully they were including me) But i still want some extra cash Just in case....Ok, (except for the gift cards) No spending a fricken dime!!! Lock the cash in the pokedot box and were the key around your neck, NO ONE is getting to it!!!
Awsome christmas. I gots lovely gift cards (a new treadmill!! Nice one too) and third movie in the DEATHNOTE series (yes the movie...with real people. not the anime. The third movie is the last one) how'd everone else make out?
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
OOOK. I was watching CSI (awsome show) and this dude ATE himself to death. Yes ATE. TO. DEATH. Like daaaaamn. I didnt know there was a sickness (he had this thing where his brain couldnt tell him he was full so he always felt like he was starving) that could make you die from eating....And then again, what if its just pure gluttony? (haha I was stuffing myself with cinabuns while watching this, then I felt reaalllyyyy full...got a lil scared. Haha swore of eating past satisfied (wonder how long it will last)
Also I wanna break up with my boyfriend. But I still really like him. And everytime I try I just cant....GOD! Im pathetic. I still like him but i dont think I
like (or love as I was convinced i was in) him anymore. I dont think he is either. He claims he is but...I dunno. If he only wants to be with me then why do you like that other girl so much? Sorry dude, i cant belive that your feelings for every girl but me dissapeared all because you saw how hurt I was over your feelings for that other chick. I hate relationships. Now I remember why I always dissed them. Now I remember why I was so happy to never have been in one....why the hell did I ever get in one again? And a lond distance one at that...HA wasnt I the one who always said those things were dumb? *sigh* maybe if we lived closer....maybe when/if we meet again it will work out (if we are supposed to end up together anyway). Now....how do I dump him? I still wanna be friends but (specially since he is out of state) I doubt that will happen....
I hate you pineapple (new name for him on here)! How dare you be able to so easily make my bad day good. How dare you make me still like you, why couldnt you just make me hate you guts? Do you realize how much easier this would be if you had!?
Sorry...for the rant.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
WTF? Ok so yesterday T comes up to me and says, "Hey, I didn't do that myyearbook thing, but i do have a new gf."
Wow...he rebounded fast. I wonder,, are all guys like this? I asked my boyfriend...all he said was that guys arnt like girls....So I'm guessing there isn't really a "getting over them" period for guys...or maybe neither of them ever dated anyone they really really cared about, hell even loved. Cause I remember when Leo got dumped, he was a wreck! Started drinking and doing drugs. Really fucked himself up. I dunno, lol maybe that one comedian is right. Girls are deep, and we like to think guys are too.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
HAHA I knew i was dense but this?! This is just idiotic!
Ok so I went to lunch for the first time in about 3 months and was talking to John, book, Core, and T. Apparently T's gf of 2.5 months (is that long? they acted like it was...but i dont think so) dumped him. So now he is all depressed and writing morbid poetry and crap.
So we were trying to cheer him up. John and I told him to make a MYYEARBOOK. I make one
every time I need a serious self confidence boost (keep it for three-5 days and then delete it).
///(seriously, post a pic of yourself and wait like 5min or less. Soon hundreds of people will want to be your friend, start hitting on you, and giving you compliments. lol i had both boys and girls flirting with me. To which T said "no surprise" (confused look from me)"You're gorgeous") ///
Well after that (and other ideas) he started talking about how he had already asked just about every girl at school out. I objected (lil does he know that end of freshmen-begining of sophomore I had a crush on him, and would have said yes if he asked me). Then he told me something I didnt know. He had tried asking me out all through sophomore year! WTF? Where was I?!
So I told him no, that was sarah he asked out. But he was convinced it was me....said he had multiple times but i had kept rejecting him!
HUH?! Wha...no...huh?
After a debate on whether or not he had asked me out, I told him I am dense when it comes to that kind of thing. And people really have to spell it out for me. (I told him the story of me and my bf for an example)
Story: Apparently my bf had been flirting with me for the longest time (like once he said, "hey, what if I dont like you as a friend anymore?" I got really sad and said "well, we dont have to be friends..I mean, I dont see why. We get along really well")
and he had asked me out quite a few times. I "rejected him" but i kept flirting with him. Then one day he just exploded at me.
"What the hell! You flirt with me constantly (I had the hugest thing for him) but you keep rejecting me" I start to say something but then get inturrupted. "So are we friends or...or?! GAH! (lol lots of gahs and uhs and grrs and errs...and lots of words started but not said...so to shorten it im going to take them out) DO YOU LIKE ME OR WHAT?!"
"Yeah, (stupid nickname i gave him) I do....alot."
He calmed down: "So do you want to go out?"
"Huh?" I looked around, "But we are already outside"
Now with new songs so you dont get as bored as quickly