Saturday, March 29, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
I lost time. I swear it was only 3:00 last time i looked. Where did my five hours go to? I think I may have blacked out. 'Cause I was just sitting down, looked over at my clock (it said: 15:00). Then all of a sudden I shiver and look at the clock again and it says: 20:15! What the hell? Its really not surprising I guess. I mean, its not the first time this has happened. But its usually not such a huge time jump. Usually its just 10-30 minutes. But I dont faint or anything, I sorta leave my self....Does that make sense? (like your thinking stops and its kinda like your brain is alseep cause the rest of you is still going.)
Example: A couple weeks ago I was in Spanish class then my vision blurs a bit (kinda a teary blur), I shiver and suddenly I'm in English. That I'm used to. Which only helps proves my theory that the body dose not need a conscious mind to act. (Like people could eat, walk, hell maybe even kill if they are aggressive enough without being conscious to do so.)
Anyway mom got back from the store and bought all the supplies I needed....well not all. She didnt get me oranges, unflavored gelatin, or a blender. (I love baking. I am damn good at it too. But I wanted to try my hand at sherbet. But nooo....she didn't get what I needed for that. *Sigh*)
Yes, my dream is to open a bakery. But mom is totally against that.
"It doesn't make enough money."
Yes, I understand money is important. But I'm not gonna base my life decisions on it. If I did that I'd end up in a stupid cubical job. THOSE THINGS ARE SCARY! Its like a maze. I always get lost when I go visit my aunt. I dont know how they do that every day. But your career should be something your passionate about. Otherwise you'll live a life full of regrets.
Now with new songs so you dont get as bored as quickly