Thursday, April 10, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Nothing has happened. Nothing. Well, nothing worth blogging about anyway.
My self-esteem is back down to its normal self, and I'm disgusted with myself *she says while stuffing her face with marshmallows* So much for getting myself ready for bikinis. Well I'm going to go running every day this summer! Since I'm going to my dads for a few weeks right after school lets out I can ease myself into it (hes got a treadmill). That way I wont be so out of shape and embarrassed when I have to go running on the roads back home. And I'm gonna do my weights again. I absolutely can not stand my...the part of the arm after the shoulder and before the elbow. And the elbow down is really nothing but skin and bone.
I tell ya my body is out of
whack! None of my body parts seem to match. Its like I was made from the leftovers of an
anorexic and a chubby girl. But I am determined to make my body match itself by summers end!