Monday, November 10, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Omg my day was GOOOD! I have no clue why, but i was literally GLOWING today I was so HAPPY.
lol anyway me and my bf were having a conversation about going swimming...See, he cant swim well, and im even worse then him. But he really wants to go out in the ocean (which im deathly afraid of) with him. I kept comming up with reasons why I shouldnt (Tsunami's, poisonous things, sharks, ect) Well then we got into this "argument" like thing.
Him:Besides,, even if you do go under I'll save you.
Me:But you can hardly save your own ass, let alone mine too!
Him:No, I'd save you. I'd keep you up for as long as i could.
(it when on like that for a while...then we started arguing about how i wouldnt want him to save me (but he countered with the fact that i would save him instead of me). So I started thinking...If he died saving me I would feel like shit cause youknow....it was to save me. But if I made him live and i died then HE would feel like shit cause there was something he could have done. And I wouldnt want him to go through that.....So...in this crappy situation....which would be the better option? (asides the obvious that I would want us BOTH to live)